Dear Lorne and Lucia,
I have a question or an experience that is lovely, but am unsure f it has significance…..and it might not have anything to do with anything, but I thought I might share it for your thoughts.
My first “Night Vision” was April 1st, 2021. It started with the face of a tiger –
Palm leaves parting and the stylized face of a tiger started the evening visuals or what I call visioning. It wasn’t a live tiger, just a picture of a tiger, like you would see on a logo. Very clear, each pattern expressed. This wasn’t my mind seeing the tiger. This was a tiger on a screen of my eyelids. I was definitely awake. I checked. Each time, I would make sure I was awake. I would sit up, or open and close my eyes. And, again, it didn’t have anything to do with the playing out of a dream.
Then, a couple nights later, it was just an eye. Actually, the eye of an Indian woman’s silhouette. Very big eye with lovely, long lashes.
I was intrigued.
Then my whole vision shifted to the side of a woman’s face, her eyes were looking away, and I could see her eyelashes and every part of her turned face. She was Indian (India). She was incredibly beautiful – a very stylized Indian woman. Lots of charcoal around the eyes and the most wonderful long eyelashes.
The vision moved to watching what I now call, “my three Guru’s” It was a scene of three old men, in what looked like a clearing. There was a fire burning in the background and they were moving around to and from it. They were wearing dhotis. It felt like India. They were talking to each other, or to me (?) I was able to get a close up look at each of them individually as they moved. I wondered (later) if this was a time shift, and I was experiencing this as me at another time? I was definitely there, but not there at the same time.
Over a space of many evenings, visions came and went of the Universe – stars moving, a distinct feeling of space and movement to me and from me ending with vibrant shades of violet.
In August, a pattern arose. First, I see what looks like the “Ask Siri” sign on my phone. It’s a circle with movement. I know then to “fasten my seatbelt” and pop the imaginary popcorn as something is about to happen. I seem to receive clarity but am not always sure as to how to perceive it. I feel a fullness and a bubbling up like filling a champagne glass – effervescent of fullness of God. (My mantra during the day has always been, “More God!” ) At night, I stand witness to this explosion of the Universe inside me. No body, no me.
Alphabets, words come across the screen of my mind. Personal visions of people, close, very close to my face as if whispering to me. The best are the visions of the Galaxy and the movement therein. Those are my favs.
It all sounds kooky. And, if it weren’t happening to me, I would think so. It seems to come at its own volition, and I can’t make it happen. But I am always left with a fullness, a knowingness. I have asked a trillion times to be shown (or told) what I am seeing and why. It is all so abstract. And, heck, it could be stress release….and if so, I am “all in” for that type of stress release.
Crazy huh?
I guess this wasn’t just a quick note after all. My intention was to send appreciation to both of you for what you are doing, and to give thanks. No need to address any of this. I am sure the Universe will answer when the answer is ready to come. But, it’s worth a try.
With reverence,
Fleming Conley
Letters to the Universe 